I've been a believer since I was 17. However, I have lived all my life with my passion to live and to serve Christ with extreme prejudice from most churches I have intractable epilepsy which nothing has helped. I am told to sit in the back, go to the bathroom, I can't serve because they see me as a liability, I'm demon possessed, and I lack faith. I'm told I make others feel uncomfortable and I should watch church online. All of this keeps me isolated with a soured attitude about ever being part of a church again. I visited the Salvation Army church Sunday bc they minister to a broad group of hurting people. I hope I have found a place to call home bc the Lord wants us to stay in fellowship, not isolation. It can only get better.