Where do I fit in?
I still feel unsettled. I moved out of state. I am taking care of myself and my pup. I left the narcissistic relationship I was in. I am working with my doc to reduce med dosage. I am 100% better than I was a year ago. And I still have moments of "What the hell is the point‽" Doing needed repairs in my home. My body is in screaming mode every day all day. Yet I keep going. I have given my life over to God and got Baptised. Today is 10 years of sobriety. It's a Beautiful Sunny day. I am proud of myself for where I am compared to where I was. I AM GRATEFUL. And part of me just doesn't give a flying hoot. Uggggh. Rant done. God Bless and Keep you all safe. Amen.