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I still feel unsettled. I moved out of state. I am taking care of myself and my pup. I left the narcissistic relationship I was in. I am working with my doc to reduce med dosage. I am 100% better than I was a year ago. And I still have moments of "What the hell is the point‽" Doing needed repairs in my home. My body is in screaming mode every day all day. Yet I keep going. I have given my life over to God and got Baptised. Today is 10 years of sobriety. It's a Beautiful Sunny day. I am proud of myself for where I am compared to where I was. I AM GRATEFUL. And part of me just doesn't give a flying hoot. Uggggh. Rant done. God Bless and Keep you all safe. Amen.

The one thing I hate the most about relationships is when one person decides it’s over and decides not to tell the other person it’s over, they just let them wonder and become anxious for too long. I hate that part about relationships so much. #Relationships #Anxiety

The one thing I hate the most about relationships is when one person decides it’s over and decides not to tell the other person it’s over, they just let them wonder and become anxious for too long. I hate that part about relationships so much. #Relationships #Anxiety

I’m undergoing surgery next week to remove some pre-cancerous spots on my cervix and I’m so anxious. It’s not just the surgery that has me anxious, it’s the possibility of what if all the pre-cancerous tissue doesn’t get removed and it develops into cancer? Yeah, I know, that’s what yearly exams are for and it’s not that big a deal, but I’ve never dealt with anything like this before so to me it’s a big deal and I’m so anxious… #Anxiety #CervicalCancer

The one thing I hate the most about relationships is when one person decides it’s over and decides not to tell the other person it’s over, they just let them wonder and become anxious for too long. I hate that part about relationships so much. #Relationships #Anxiety

I’m undergoing surgery next week to remove some pre-cancerous spots on my cervix and I’m so anxious. It’s not just the surgery that has me anxious, it’s the possibility of what if all the pre-cancerous tissue doesn’t get removed and it develops into cancer? Yeah, I know, that’s what yearly exams are for and it’s not that big a deal, but I’ve never dealt with anything like this before so to me it’s a big deal and I’m so anxious… #Anxiety #CervicalCancer