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My thoughts on ketamine therapy

I did 4 sessions of ketamine therapy, i wholeheartedly and absolutely enjoyed and loved these 4 sessions but felt I needed more. I’ve never experienced such peace, it felt as though the skys opened up and I acended to heaven, the most serene peace came over me when I was on the drip, so I highly recommend ketamine therapy.
#Depression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #Anxiety #AnxietyAttacks #Agoraphobia #PanicAttacks #Fear #MentalHealth #CollegeMentalHealth

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Chronic illness/Chronic pain - suicidal
#ChronicPain #ChronicIllness

I always wonder how many people with chronic illness or chronic pain are suicidal when their symptoms become bad. I have had chronic nerve pain for almost 11 years now and every time I have a bad flare, my mind goes straight to suicide. Am I the only one?

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Chronic illness/Chronic pain - suicidal
#ChronicPain #ChronicIllness

I always wonder how many people with chronic illness or chronic pain are suicidal when their symptoms become bad. I have had chronic nerve pain for almost 11 years now and every time I have a bad flare, my mind goes straight to suicide. Am I the only one?

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Mieke

Life Updates

I A lot of things have happened since I last posted here.
CW// pet loss

I got COVID -- as far as I know, it was mild and didn't last long.
I got a job -- it's been difficult and I've been working so hard I'm feeling sick and sluggish for the rest of the week. They're moving me to a different, easier department, though.
I'm going back and forth from the doctor cause I'm having new symptoms and I don't know what's going on. I'll make a separate post about it later.
Finally, my dog passed away July 20th. He was fairly old, but it still didn't feel like it was his time...
I'm working hard to bring my cat, Mymy, home to live with me again.

But there y'all go. That's the update.

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Depression. Guilt. Angry. Scared. Cancer.

I feel horrible. I haven’t visited my gram who’s dying of cancer. Reason is I’m too depressed to get out of bed before noon. But I just want to be with her. I lie awake at night thinking about her sleeping at the nursing home. How lonely she feels, angry and depressed. When I leave her I feel so guilty. I feel even more guilty that I don’t see her more than once a week. When I think about these things about myself, I spiral into dark thoughts. How I’m a worthless asshole, piece of shit, who doesn’t even visit his gram. How I disappointed her. How I’ve let her down. I think that I should be punished for not visiting her. She’s suffering so much so I have to suffer too. I’ve thought about really bad thoughts when I think of her and I’m not there. I just am a burden and a disappointment. I won’t hurt myself, I just have these thoughts and feelings. I have nightmares where she dies. My heart just aches. I’m scared of her dying. But I also want her to not be in pain anymore. Her cancer is spreading. When she dies I don’t know what I’ll do.. mental breakdown. #Grief #Depression #lonely #ihatemyself #MentalHealth #Cancer #Anxiety #Badthoughts #Selfhate #lonely #alone

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valium and promethiazine

which of these prescription medications should I request from my GP to alleviate symptoms of panic attack and high anxiety

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