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Late diagnosis - where were my parents?

Traumatic childhoods are always difficult to deal with. After years of therapy finally someone diagnosed me with autism and adhd. Without going into too much of my symptoms, I keep wondering if my family had treated me better, they would have spared me some trauma? if they knew that I wasn’t a ‘bad’ child but my brain worked just differently. I keep wondering if I there was a way to not go though pain since 40 years. What if my parents just paid a little bit of attention and I got a diagnosis. Would I be contempt now? Is forgiveness possible? #ADHD #Autism #neurodivergent #Misophonia #Depression #Anxiety #forgive #Parents

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Life is good.

Why can’t I feel it?
Life is good.
But I’m sad.
I’m depressed.
Misophonia.
Everything is
too much.

I love my partner so much. He is everything what I never knew someone could be. He shows me all the kindness and patience I never received.
But here I am.
Being so deeply grateful.

Wanting to end everything as I can’t cope with myself. #Depression #CheckInWithMe #Bulimia #Misophonia #isitadhd

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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this
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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this
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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this
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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this
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Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this
Community Voices

Celebrating myself

I ran 5k today. When I finished I was so happy and wanted to share it with the person I love. But we decided that despite our pure love for each other we need to go separate ways. I started crying straight away. I ran before I met him and I will keep running. I want to be able to be happy just by myself and cheer myself on. So here’s to me and all the other beautiful people in the world who feel lonely and forget that we are our closest friends. ❤️ #CheerMeOn #Depression #CheckInWithMe #EatingDisorders #Loneliness #brokenheart

37 people are talking about this