Brennan Meyer

@brennanmeyer
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I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be that girl
The one that needs constant reassurance
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one that sits by the phone
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who worries
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who always thinks the worst
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who fears that you’ll leave
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who cries herself to sleep
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels only second best
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one locked inside her own brain
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels impossible to love
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels a need to regulate every emotion
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one with physical limitations
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one with severe mental illness
I don’t wanna be that girl
But I am

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I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be that girl
The one that needs constant reassurance
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one that sits by the phone
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who worries
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who always thinks the worst
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who fears that you’ll leave
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who cries herself to sleep
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels only second best
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one locked inside her own brain
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels impossible to love
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one who feels a need to regulate every emotion
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one with physical limitations
I don’t wanna be that girl
The one with severe mental illness
I don’t wanna be that girl
But I am

20 people are talking about this
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Don't forget to keep things that make you laugh, close by where you will see it often. Life is much better when you laugh every chance you get

<p>Don't forget to keep things that make you laugh, close by where you will see it often. Life is much better when you laugh every chance you get</p>
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Don't forget to keep things that make you laugh, close by where you will see it often. Life is much better when you laugh every chance you get

<p>Don't forget to keep things that make you laugh, close by where you will see it often. Life is much better when you laugh every chance you get</p>
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New pixel art

<p>New pixel art</p>
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Quick question about a reccuring dream

For the last year or 2 I've been having dreams where I'm floating and I can't get my feet back on the groud. But it's my legs floating up behind me which makes me stuck floating on my stomach. It's so bizarre and I hope I explained it well.
Does anyone know why I'm getting this dream? I've done some research but a lot of the answers are mixed. #dreams #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis .

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Quick question about a reccuring dream

For the last year or 2 I've been having dreams where I'm floating and I can't get my feet back on the groud. But it's my legs floating up behind me which makes me stuck floating on my stomach. It's so bizarre and I hope I explained it well.
Does anyone know why I'm getting this dream? I've done some research but a lot of the answers are mixed. #dreams #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis .

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I need help/a bit of a rant

So, Ive been really unwell the last couple of weeks and tonight I have reached my breaking point. Im a crying mess and I just cant stop.
I have fibromyalgia and m.e and was diagnosed with “suspected” low blood pressure a few months ago. But now Im 100% sure I have POTS. Ive had symptoms on and off for years and they seem to come in flare ups and right now Im having a bad flare up. I have every single POTS symptom and its making everyday life really really miserable. Ive barely left the house since Christmas and when I have Ive felt really unwell the entire time. Another issue I have is social anxiety from being ill. Im always really anxious about fainting or vomiting in public so I cant do anything alone and just when I thought Id gotten over that and I started going out more *boom* I faint in front of a stranger and all of my anxiety is back. Im well aware that things could be so much worse and I know theres so many of you on here suffering more than I am but at this point Im done. Im so over being ill. I want to be a normal 25 year old woman and finally enjoy my life for the first time but my body keeps resisting and having more issues.
I plan on calling my gp with my mother (for moral support) first thing on monday morning to push for a tilt test and other test for POTS because I need to get to the bottom of this ASAP.
If any of you can give me some advice that would be really appreciated. I know you all are so lovely on here. Xx #PosturalOrthostaticTachycardiaSyndrome #Fibromyalgia #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis

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Feeling left out & lonely

Im married & have a group of friends who are couples & they are also family with each other. The group is active and always doing fun activities/events. They all have children & we don’t. There have been a number of times where my husband & I are not invited . For example: there was a birthday gathering this weekend at the water park & then dinner celebrating the folks who had May Birthdays. Everyone in their family went & 6 other friends in the group who are not part of their family. I see all the fun pix posted on Facebook & so I know it wasn’t just a family event. I have made efforts to become closer with the women in the group & when I make plans sign them I ALWAYS include EVERY wife/girlfriend in the group. Ive noticed the only time we spend time together is when I have invited them to do something with me. I’ve really been struggling with depression & my husband is emotionally unavailable, I don’t get support from him. I’m starting to become bitter & that’s not the type of person I am. It’s hard to see all these fun things they all do & not be invited. I feel very alone & forgotten. When I’ve mentioned my concern I’ve been told they just forgot to invite us. I miss the companionship of girlfriends. Im a very social, outgoing, kind & loving person who loves to go out & do things. My husband is not social at all & happy times sit on couch after work & watch tv or go fishing/hunting trips. I don’t work & spend most of my days staring at the tv & procrastinating on things I need to get done. I’m just so lonely & don’t know how to snap out of it. I feel like I should just stop reaching out to these friends & stop caring about this group. It’s pretty obvious I’m not someone they miss or even think about….I’m just so sad & lonely
#lonely

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