ChrisChris69420

@chrischris69420
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I need help, I really don’t want to be on this earth anymore. I feel like friends don’t really understand. The symptoms of MS is mind boggling. I’m tired, depressed and in pain with many other side effects. And I’m my worse enemy. I eat like crap, I was sober and now I’m drinking. I have no sex drive at all so good luck getting a partner. I wouldn’t want to be with me. I agree with people that say that you can’t see how horrible we feel. What am I supposed to do? Complain all the time? I’ve been a hairstylist for 46 years, just a 1/4 of full time. It takes me 3 hours to get ready. 2 hours just to get my head and body together. Sorry to complain so much.

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Smart kitty

<p>Smart kitty</p>
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Love is both blind and wanted

I was with this man for 17 years the last 4 years of our relationship I bought us a house I paid off my car he got a job but his boss was a habitual liar he fell under this massive mental instability the boss was working him till his hands blood not paying him money he didn't see it I tried to explain it then when he quit he told me it was my fault. At this time I didn't realize to what extent my lover my best friend was so lost in his own brain I didn't even see it. He proceeded to hang himself three times I cut him down even on one day my lunch break and then I had to go back to work as a vet technician. I ended up losing my job he went to jail I didn't see a positive life anymore with him, I wanted out and sadly to say everything materialize wise has been purchased by me when he made money he never purchased anything worthwhile come to find out he was spending $1,000 in 30 days at gas stations. I found a sex app on his phone and decided to use it while he was in jail found a actually really cool guy and decided not to be at home when he got out of jail. My mother text me help I call her he is committed suicide wow now what

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Just for fun :)

<p>Just for fun :)</p>
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______________ makes me tired. 😴

<p>______________ makes me tired. 😴</p>
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Please don’t tell me...

<p>Please don’t tell me...</p>
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Looked at what I wrote last week and it amazed me!

Time to heal is Grand thoughts expressed is positive regret is the wrong avenue placing blame is evil forgiving is strength understanding sometimes there is no explanation is growth #SuicideLossSurvivors #Depression #MentalHealth

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Embracing the Suck

<p>Embracing the Suck</p>
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I Don’t Know How

Everyone says you have to learn to love yourself first before you can love other people
But I don’t know how
Society teaches us our ABC’s
But they don’t teach us what it means to say “I love me”
I can say “I love you” to my reflection a million times over
But I don’t I truly believe it
What does it even mean to love oneself?
How do I achieve it?
These questions plague my mind out of desperation
I want to love me
But I don’t know how….
#MightyPoets #MightyQuestions #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Depression #PersonalityDisorders #MentalHealth

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