The day I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia was as odd as it sounds a happy day for me. It was 6- months ago now but I finally had an answer that explained the ‘ghost pain’ I was experiencing!
I call it ghost pain because I experience debilitating random pain in areas that I’d not injured and had no explanation for. There one day gone the next.
I was happy because as shitty as the diagnosis is, I was relieved that I didn’t have bone cancer or more severe joint problems as I’d first thought.
Everything made sense when I was diagnosed. I couldn’t believe my eyes when my doctor gave me the pamphlet on fibromyalgia. It was like reading a story about myself.
I guess what frustrated me was the years of misdiagnosis, from a twisted pelvis, tight glute muscles, knots in my neck and shoulder muscles. I supposedly carried stress in my back. Had gout without crystals and was magnesium deficient because my muscles were weak. Insomnia was related to work stress. Countless MRIs for migraines and joint pain that confirmed nothing was wrong. Excruciating foot pain that lasted months then magically disappeared overnight! The list goes on.
I’m so much more at ease now I have a diagnosis because I know what’s causing my pain. The stress that comes from not knowing was eating me up and making me miserable. I occasionally cry when the pain gets really severe or is constant but I no longer cry because I don’t know what’s wrong. And that’s a huge step forward for me.
Why did it take 20+ years to diagnose me?
Once I was diagnosed by a rheumatologist, he gave me a prescription for three nights worth of sleeping pills/muscle relaxants. I can’t tell you how much better I felt after just three nights.
I also began exercising more (walking and stepper) to help with sleep and began taking MCT oil in my morning coffee which helps tremendously with getting rid of brain fog. I’m still quite fatigued but life is so much better because I am more positive.
I returned to scuba diving last week too thanks to my supportive husband who carried my tank and washed my gear because he knows the dive alone exhausted me.
I now find a way to do the things I love and have things planned so I have things to look forward to (no matter how small) because otherwise this terrible condition will get the better of me.
I’m also so grateful to find this group simply because there are people who understand what I’m going through. You guys make me feel normal- if you know what I mean. Hugs xx#Fibromyalgia