@girlwhosetrying96
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This.

<p>This.</p>
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No one cares... Everyone says they do, everyone says that I'm not alone.. but how come when I have a bad day, no one is there..? and then they get mad when I say they don't care... I'm done.. all I do is suffer and the only thing anyone cares about is keeping me alive, so they don't have to suffer... I'm just living my life for other people...

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Explain your Saturday in two words. 🗯

<p>Explain your Saturday in two words. 🗯</p>
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No one cares... Everyone says they do, everyone says that I'm not alone.. but how come when I have a bad day, no one is there..? and then they get mad when I say they don't care... I'm done.. all I do is suffer and the only thing anyone cares about is keeping me alive, so they don't have to suffer... I'm just living my life for other people...

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I don't know anymore..m

I always have the feeling that there's no point... I'm trying so hard and I'm not getting anywhere... My therapist says my past trauma and experiences don't define me... But they made me who I am today.... Which isn't a very good person... I'm a highly sensitive person with anxiety and major depression, and Im possibly either Bipolar or have BPD... But my doctors still refuse to do a proper evaluation so they always just say "Its a possibility" But I don't wanna hear that.. I wanna know what my illnesses are, not just a "Maybe you have this, heres some meds to try" I've actually decided not to take medications anymore, because with every medication the side effects are worse than the benefit I'm getting... I've been admitted to the hospital 8 times in 2 years, and each time was because I was having a bad side effect like auditory hallucinations... And my doctors know this... I stopped cold turkey cuz the last medication change caused a 9 hour hysterical episode that I later found out was probably Serotonin Syndrome... That started 20 mins after my first dose.. And my doctor did absolutely nothing about that, besides suggest another medication... And now I'm done.. I'm so tired of trying... I'm exhausted.. and everyday is getting harder than the one before... I never get a break anymore... even the days that I'm off and have nothing planned are hard because I always have this nagging feeling... And Idk what to do anymore...

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I don't know anymore..m

I always have the feeling that there's no point... I'm trying so hard and I'm not getting anywhere... My therapist says my past trauma and experiences don't define me... But they made me who I am today.... Which isn't a very good person... I'm a highly sensitive person with anxiety and major depression, and Im possibly either Bipolar or have BPD... But my doctors still refuse to do a proper evaluation so they always just say "Its a possibility" But I don't wanna hear that.. I wanna know what my illnesses are, not just a "Maybe you have this, heres some meds to try" I've actually decided not to take medications anymore, because with every medication the side effects are worse than the benefit I'm getting... I've been admitted to the hospital 8 times in 2 years, and each time was because I was having a bad side effect like auditory hallucinations... And my doctors know this... I stopped cold turkey cuz the last medication change caused a 9 hour hysterical episode that I later found out was probably Serotonin Syndrome... That started 20 mins after my first dose.. And my doctor did absolutely nothing about that, besides suggest another medication... And now I'm done.. I'm so tired of trying... I'm exhausted.. and everyday is getting harder than the one before... I never get a break anymore... even the days that I'm off and have nothing planned are hard because I always have this nagging feeling... And Idk what to do anymore...

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Who here is a comfort spender? What do you normally spend your money on?

I'm a real comfort spender and have realised recently how much of my spending and money management is influenced by my mood. Specifically when I'm depressed I spend so much money on things to try to boost my mood, like nice food. I also don't have the headspace to manage my finances properly. So I can end up in quite a mess. Does anyone else have this experience?
#money #Depression

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does anyone get to a point where any noises make you anxious?

sometimes I feel so anxious that any noise anyone makes just makes me so angry. I know it’s completely unreasonable to be mad at someone breathing loud but I just can’t do it. I end up getting pissed off at or ignoring people because I dont know how to handle it. any suggestions on how to avoid this? #Anxiety

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What color is your mood today?

<p>What color is your mood today?</p>
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Has anyone else had problems with getting doctors to properly diagnose you?

I've been struggling all my life, theres not a time I can remember where I didn't feel the way that I do everyday.. And growing up, my parent's never got me help.. I kept having out bursts, episodes... And anyway, now I'm diagnosed with MDD, and Anxiety... But I've never been properly evaluated... I tried to commit suicide a few years ago, and when I woke up in the hospital that was my diagnosis... No questions were asked about anything.. And now that I've asked on multiple occasions for one, they're still not giving it to me. I feel like my doctors are just going by what all the other doctors before are saying, and not even listening to me about whats going on.. And it doesn't help I have such a hard time communicating anyway.. And I don't know how to help them understand.. #Anxiety #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Doctors #ineedadvice

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