Hannah

I have an old friend who just recently broke up with me because I was “in such a dark place” and it was too exhausting for her. In some sense, I get it. Living with any health concerns can be exhausting, whether you are directly living with it or living life with someone who has it. I can empathize with them, but that does not make it any easier. I don’t think there is anything much worse than a friend knowing you aren’t doing well, then proceeding to contribute to the pain. #MentalHealth #Anxiety #PTSD #borderlinepd #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder l #Depression #EatingDisorders #BipolarDisorder #ChronicPain

Got my last dose of ritoxin today. Hemoglobin 8 today.

Got my last dose of ritoxin today. Hemoglobin 8 today.

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Wow what a wild spring break I had.
Started with needing emergency surgery surgery went well unfortunately I got extremely bad pneumonia and had to be intubated for three days. My body couldn’t survive without this because my lungs couldn’t get oxygen and my heat was so weak that I couldn’t move blood right. After a week in the hospital I was released. As many of you know I have an anemia problem called autoimmune hemolytic anima. This means that my own body fights and destroy healthy red cells. I am currently in the hospital now for 8 days so far during this stay I when from a hemoglobin of 5.7-3.1-6.7 I need to be at a normal 12 to leave. I have received 6 units of blood to keep me stable and today will be my second dose of chemotherapy. After they we are hoping my body begins to respond and go back to normal function. I happy to get a purple power port on Monday but I is very much dependent on my test

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