HorrorFan

@horrorfan
I'm 54, and I live in Southern NJ. I have severe OCD, panic disorder, and depression. I also have physical issues. I'm in an unhealthy relationship. I'm an agnostic atheist. My interests include animals, horror, arts and crafts, shopping, and more.
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Job suggestions?

Any jobs that require low to no people interaction but pays well? For people with college degrees? Google is giving me a crazy range of things and I’m drawing a blank because I’ve done the same thing for too long.

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Oh yeah! I’ve done it!

<p>Oh yeah! I’ve done it!</p>
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Job suggestions?

Any jobs that require low to no people interaction but pays well? For people with college degrees? Google is giving me a crazy range of things and I’m drawing a blank because I’ve done the same thing for too long.

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I’m hopeless

I’m sitting here it’s my 24th birthday, I’ve done nothing but day dream about leaving the earth today.

I can’t even explain why I’m so depressed, my years of childhood and adult abuse seem to be easy ways out. I’m pathetic, a coward truly.

I’m not sure why I can’t just end it already, it’d save a lot of people the emotional stress, especially my boyfriend. I feel lost, confused, angry and ready to feel peace.

Death is the only offer I can find, resulting in peace. Peace I won’t feel but will happen. I don’t deserve to feel, practically one giant waste of space. I wish I could just save the rest of them and give myself.

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I’m new here and need some venting before I explode #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PTSD

I have BPD and a month ago I had an awful episode, I took 5 sleeping pills and my husband got scared so he called 911, when the cops arrived we explained that I had taken pills and felt sick and had an episode in which I “hit” my husband so the cop decided to arrest me. My husband tried to stop him and told him that he had called him to help me, not because he felt he was in danger. The cop still took me to jail, I asked him if I could talk to someone because I was having a panic attack and needed help, he refused and I had the worst episode I’ve ever had in jail. No ody told my husband where I was or where they were gonna take me. The cop took me all the way to a detention center and nobody knew why i was there. We had to move to a different city and start over, and it’s too much. I had to hire an attorney so I don’t get deported (im Mexican and I’m pretty sire the cop that arrested me is racist), we are broke, cant even oay rent or our insurance. We are about to loose everything just because I had a panic attack and the police officer arrested me.

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Job suggestions?

Any jobs that require low to no people interaction but pays well? For people with college degrees? Google is giving me a crazy range of things and I’m drawing a blank because I’ve done the same thing for too long.

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I’m new here and need some venting before I explode #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PTSD

I have BPD and a month ago I had an awful episode, I took 5 sleeping pills and my husband got scared so he called 911, when the cops arrived we explained that I had taken pills and felt sick and had an episode in which I “hit” my husband so the cop decided to arrest me. My husband tried to stop him and told him that he had called him to help me, not because he felt he was in danger. The cop still took me to jail, I asked him if I could talk to someone because I was having a panic attack and needed help, he refused and I had the worst episode I’ve ever had in jail. No ody told my husband where I was or where they were gonna take me. The cop took me all the way to a detention center and nobody knew why i was there. We had to move to a different city and start over, and it’s too much. I had to hire an attorney so I don’t get deported (im Mexican and I’m pretty sire the cop that arrested me is racist), we are broke, cant even oay rent or our insurance. We are about to loose everything just because I had a panic attack and the police officer arrested me.

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What has been your experience with panic attacks?

<p>What has been your experience with panic attacks?</p>
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