jennybobby

@jennybobby
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Why are we forced to lived

Why are we forced to lived, shouldn’t it be our own choice to live or not😞

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Don’t give up. #CPTSD

<p>Don’t give up. <a class="tm-topic-link ugc-topic" title="Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder" href="/topic/cptsd/" data-id="5b23ce7300553f33fe990854" data-name="Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder" aria-label="hashtag Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder">#CPTSD</a> </p>
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I‘m so tired of trying, fighting, smiling, crying and fixing everything. Why should I fix it, if everything is broken? My life is in shambles, I am overindebted and can't see my way out of it. I just want to stop existing, I don’t want this “life” anymore. The pain destroys me, I’m either numb or feeling everything at once. It’s exhausting, discouraging and pointless.
I have a cravings for alcohol and drugs and it would be easy to take some more pills to end this suffering, but somehow I don’t want to leave this world. Idk why, my brain is fucking annoying.
(I won’t do an attempt, but it bothers me.)

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Not wanting to live

I cannot seem to find the courage to live a life, I am sad all the time because of my parents divorce 35 years ago, I got left behind fell through the cracks of life ever since. I cannot seem to function in life without love and affection from my parents 😢
Does anyone have any ideas on how to get over this?

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Tonight I am at the end of my rope. I am having anxiety surrounding my fibro. I believe either allergies or a sinus infection is lingering and its making feel like sh*t. I am exhausted so my mind is on overdrive. Im experiencing allodynia. I just want it to stop . I hate when it gets this discouraging, would appreciate words of encouragement #Fibromyalgia #ChronicIllness #Anxiety

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Quitting my Job

I am in a weird head space about quitting my job. I have wanted to quit for months. My mental health has deteriorated over the last few months of this job. And I feel miserable. I finally decided today I will be quitting this week and providing a 2 week notice. I feel so relieved and happy I can start pursuing a career I want. But also I am so terrified to take this risk. I have no job lined up (I have been applying for jobs). I also struggle with a since of guilt because I am not a quitter. How do I cope with the ambivalence of this decision? #Anxiety #Workstress #Advice

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is frijole. I'm here because I did a Google search for painless suicide methods. I opened this page and was in disbelief of how many people can relate to exactly how I'm feeling. I am just speechless, crying and so emotional knowing I'm not alone with this feeling. I think I'm going to get through this.

#MightyTogether #Depression #ADHD #PTSD #Anxiety

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PTSD & Job

Not liking the 4th this year. Lost my job after 16 years (poor performance). Can't help but think my Fibro, R/A, & PTSD had some effect. The good thing now is my anxiety has calmed down. Last 2 years I would lose sleep every Sunday worried about a new week and what might happen.#

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#BPD Apparent Competence

<p><a class="tm-topic-link ugc-topic" title="BPD" href="/topic/bpd/" data-id="5b23ce6700553f33fe98e961" data-name="BPD" aria-label="hashtag BPD">#BPD</a>  Apparent Competence</p>
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