kelsey

@kelseydawn1207
I’m a senior in college and a psychology major. I have had ptsd from a car accident for 15 years and hashimotos for 4 years and depressions and anxiety.
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I’m feeling a little more cheerful today and think I’m gonna keep my thoughts and trauma to a group and therapy setting instead of ranting on here manically

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It really triggers me and disgusts me and makes me dissociate when I think people try to reference Brandon. I have been crying to people traumatized about him for 8 years and i can’t even gather my thoughts bc I’m dissociating. I’m also really tired of picking up on false narratives about him. Please respect the fact that I am a victim of domestic violence by him

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I also never talk indirectly and I constantly feel like I post something and it gets misconstrued

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Im never being mean and i feel like I’m constantly having to say this

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I don’t know how to understand what seems to be happening in my life.

There’s been many situations over the past 8 years that I feel I’ve been wronged and has been traumatic for me. There was a poisoning incident at the hospital that I never really knew if it was real but it was traumatizing to me bc for 3 days I prayed to Jesus thinking I had been poisoned and the nurse had stuck a needle in me and said a riddle that later made me think she had poisoned me bc other people said riddles but basically this past time in the hospital there was a guy named Brandon and he looked like a Brandon who I think stalked and attacked me and I’m not sure If he was an actor but he made me so uncomfortable and now that makes me think the poisoning thing was real and it’s all tangled and I need to process it in therapy. I feel so much pain.

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I feel very lost and confused. I want to heal.

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Please stop making meaning that isn’t true

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I would like for my boundaries to be respected please

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Yesterday I interviewed for an assisted living facility to be an activity coordinator. The interview lasted about an hour and I felt like my pre-depression self again. I got the job and I’m so excited and hopeful that I will be able to thrive at this job. I’m also looking forward to going back to college and finishing my 5 classes I have left for psychology. I really want to help people and am thinking of getting my lcdc license eventually too.❤️

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