MaddieJ

@maddiej
I'm complex, difficult, emotional. I have been through many different traumas. I feel things deeply. I cry often. I hide behind the good sense of humor I have. I love greatly. I hurt. My struggles are real, not all in my head. Complex PTSD Depression, anxiety, fibromyalgia, Self Harm. I am loved by many (or I'm told that), yet feel most unlovable. I often feel alone in this world. I used to have dreams, now I just try to survive. Reading, journaling, writing (I rarely do this anymore because my mind is often fuzzy), True Crime series, Coffee, cats, dachshunds are many of the things I enjoy.
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I’m not computer savvy.

Does anyone else have trouble navigating the Mighty? I get lots of postings, stories and inquiries sent to my inbox all asking for input for other warriors like myself. It is eternally frustrating when I am not allowed to type and share! No typing bar when you want to comment 🤷🏻‍♀️. Occasionally it will pop up I can scan text and enter it that way. Really? I’m expected to do it twice? Some days I can barely think! Why do I have to belong to certain groups? I have multiple issues that travel through multiple “groups” so I want to ask for help and share insight over multiple issues I’ve had for years. EVERY time I try to navigate the Mighty I feel slightly better because of others like me. I feel horribly frustrated and borderline angry because of the poorly designed site. I hope the survey helps. I want to stay but I’m not sure it’s worth the toil.
Sorry for the rant. I’m sure I’m just not figuring something out but it’s been close to a year…..

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Its a phenomenon

So years gone by now I've always had a favorite person, and they were usually an abuser but I'd manage to trauma bond and it went way beyond what I'd say was a healthy predilection. I got on Invega Sustenna 2 years ago and most of the symptoms of my BPD actually were controllable for the most part and I didn't feel inclined to have a FP anymore. But now I just... feel so alone and lonely, like I don't have anyone important on my side who cares that I'm alive. Its so weird. Does anyone else have this kind of issue?

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is Marilyn47ter. I'm here because I have #Fibromyalgia

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Write about where you feel your grief in your body right now. Where does it stay?

<p>Write about where you feel your grief in your body right now. Where does it stay?</p>
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Finally!!! Hydrotherapy and it starts tomorrow, yes!

<p>Finally!!! Hydrotherapy and it starts tomorrow, yes!</p>
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Weekly Sharing

Hi Mind Conquerors!
It has been a while since I made this the last time, I'll start again with a #wendsday #Weeklysharing .

For those who don't know the concept of this post, then it's the following:

1 Sharing how you feel today.
2 If possible reading the others comments
3 If possible leaving a like and/or a comment with kind words/useful advices to those who share.

You are free to share or not, either way thank you for reading!

Peace :)

Michele

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Weekly Sharing

Hi Mind Conquerors!
It has been a while since I made this the last time, I'll start again with a #wendsday #Weeklysharing .

For those who don't know the concept of this post, then it's the following:

1 Sharing how you feel today.
2 If possible reading the others comments
3 If possible leaving a like and/or a comment with kind words/useful advices to those who share.

You are free to share or not, either way thank you for reading!

Peace :)

Michele

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