MeGz

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Newly diagnosed with Avascular Necrosis

I was just recently diagnosed with Avascular Necrosis. I’ve been having hip pain since end of November. The strongest pain meds I’ve been given is naproxen. I have been lucky in the sense that my PCP took me seriously from the start, did X-RAYS showing the Avascular Necrosis. Sent me to a Orthopedic Surgeon who let my husband go with me to appointments as I have had numerous traumatic surgeries. ( when on the phone making the appointment, I started crying because I am scared). He scheduled me for MRIs of both hips. Before that appointment I took a nosedive in front of my boys two younger, one older. Freaked them out, freaked myself out all while having to not because I had to Mommy and reassure them. When alone I called the orthopedic office and crying told them something was extra wrong with my left hip that something was happening and I didn’t know what to do. She moved my MRI up to less than a week and my follow up with the surgeon a couple days after that. In less than a month somehow the entire left bone was essentially gone.
I never thought it could happen so fast.
#AvascularNecrosis

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Does anyone believe in ghosts?

I do believe in ghosts and I will tell you why...there’s one in my place I’m living in.
Every so often, the ghost makes its presence known to me with strange things happening.
For example, a few minutes ago I was in the bathroom and the toilet water started to run, as if someone had just flushed the toilet. I was on it, so it wasn’t me. Another thing that happened recently was the tv in my living room that is broken was flashing a green light on the screen. The tv was turned off and it was flashing green...
When you are in the presence of a ghost, you get an odd feeling that someone is there. It can be creepy. Another thing that happened was a couple of weeks ago, there were clean dishes in the dish drainer and out of the blue, some things in the dish drainer flew out of the dish drainer and landed clear across the room.
What do you think about this? I’m curious what you’re opinion is on this. I just know that I need out of this place and soon. I’m not at ease living here anymore

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Feeling so unwanted & unloved.

I’m just feeling so empty inside lately. I don’t have any friends or a girlfriend. Sad thing is... no one wants to date or be with me. I’ve had to cut people out of my life because I was sick of one-sided friendships where I’m always the kind friend that would do anything for others, but they wouldn’t reciprocate it back to me. And whenever I do attempt to make new friends or date, they either pretend to be kind or they do something mean to me which ends the “friendship.” That’s the sad life I live, unfortunately. Just once... I would like someone genuine & sincere to come into my life without getting hurt.😔💔 #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Emptiness #Loneliness

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Does anyone else with BPD find that they can wake up feeling like they have plenty of energy but quickly get exhausted just doing an every day activity? (for example making themselves breakfast) I know disrupted sleep patterns is a common symptom of BPD

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