“You’re not alone” … actually I am 😂
Genuinely suprised my first posts received any response at all, going forward please don’t feel like that’s at all what I’m going for here… I’m dumping my emotional baggage here publicly to honour my sincere feelings of pure disgust for myself because I have to pretend every day of my life to appear even just mildly okay.
That being said, your responses I know come from a good place, I’m just trying to forwarn you that I would actually prefer no support as it’s never once made any difference in how I see myself. I’ve had 100 therapists and have given up on that too! CBT, DBT, Meditation and the whole 9 yards… I’ve tried as much as I can, changed medications like 5 times… 😂 It’s comical. The sooner I accept defeat the less I have to feel the horrible pain of disappointment on top of all the other shit.
So, please let me dump, and leave me be. I feel that’s what’s best for me. Thank you so much.