Elizabeth

@quickening77
I am 42 and live with the light of my life- my dog Rayah Hope. I love the beach and the Forrest. I love the sun and junk food. I wish we lived in a judgement free accepting world. I'm terrified of spiders and highly dislike winter. And I have been diagnosed with cptsd, BPD and bipolar 2.
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Are there still events happening & how do I sign up?

I have been away from the mighty for several months so I don't know how events are working these day but I would love to get back into going to some of them. Is there a new schedule for 2022? Where do I find it and how do I sign up? I really need connection right now and there is no place I'd rather find it then The Mighty. So if anyone can give me an update I would really appreceiate it. 😃🤔🙃🙄🙂

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How are you really (truly + unapologetically) doing?

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What motivates you to get out of bed? 🛌

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ALMOST A RAIN SKY

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Feeling lost and alone

It's just one of those nights. I can't sleep. My thoughts are dark my CPTSD has be jumpy and I feel empty and very alone. I feel numb and in pain at the same time. Maybe more like far away from everything but the pain, the pain sits very close it's like a shadow it follows you where ever you go. Just trying to talk about it rather then self injure or something equally opposite of good coping. I'm so tired and frustrated and I really need a therapist. This whole not having a therapist right now sucks I have no friends/no one I would or can talk to anyway so I feel so stuck with no one to talk to about stuff like I'm freaking out cuz my stupid thinking makes me feel like I'm going crazy and I have no one to check in with about that. Ok sorry for rambling. Racing thoughts. I tried to stay focused. I just wish I had a best friend or a significant other or my mom was still alive just some connection. I feel disconnected like I'm just disappearing. I know I'm not but I just feel so out of touch. 😔😔😔😔😔

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ALMOST A RAIN SKY

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TaTa

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Beyond This Moment

Find the belief in something better
Delay in writing those goodbye letters
Live beyond this moment, don't sink in
Don't get lost in the overthinking.

Head above water, don't surrender breath
Find defiance; don't surrender to death
Never give an inch, they'll take a mile
No need for perfection to be worthwhile.

The crack in the armour is how it gets in
Sinks in through the lines crossing your skin
But in there lies strength, a will to survive
Make it beyond this moment, make it alive.

Make it through, leave this moment behind,
Find the faith that there's still life to find.
Beyond this moment lies an infinite truth
Find a battle cry of anger, bitterness, strewth.

This moment has strength, but not more than you
With each visit, find your will renew
Beyond this moment you've seen the light.
Just hundreds of moments left here to fight.

#MightyPoets #Depression #BPD #Bipolar #Selfharm #Suicide

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