Letting everything break
I don't know who I am
My mind is going mad
What's reality?
What's freedom?
Who am I?
The more I search
The more I see
That me is a lie
The more I search
The more I see
That nothing is defined
It's in this crazy road
That I find some peace
Where I understand
That freedom is Chaos
Since Chaos has no rules
Where I realize
That there's no true self
That me is a lie
First my Grandma, Now my favorite Aunt #Grief
I just got a call, last night, that my aunt passed away, only about 6 weeks after we just lost my grandma. My heart feels like it’s in shreds, right now. Honestly, more for my cousins than myself, though I was really close to her, too. She wasn’t anywhere near perfect, and I’m certain she had some kind of mental health issues, but she was the least judgmental person in my family, at least towards me. She was always the one to ask how I’m doing and called me out on it if I tried to lie that I was fine. I couldn’t trust her not to tell anyone, but I could trust that she would listen and not respond with judgment. She had been in an emotionally abusive relationship for 23 years, and had 2 daughters, now 24 and 21. They’d lived everywhere from a nice neighborhood in Aurora, Colorado, to a pickup truck in a Las Vegas campground, to living with my parents in Texas. Most recently, her daughters had been supporting both medically complicated parents in an apartment, and working many hours of overtime each to do so. Her daughters absolutely doted on both her and our grandma whom we just lost. She died in their apartment, as her oldest daughter did CPR on her. I can only imagine how much they’re hurting, right now, but being an empath and also dealing with my own grief, I’m feeling extremely overwhelmed by it.
#Highly Sensitive Person or HSP
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#empath
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#Depression
#Anxiety
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× " Man I'm So Mad Right Now.. Well I Guess I Need To Set Up An Appointment At America's Best... And No I Won't Do Contact Lenses.. They Scare Me.. But For 2 Pair's Of Glasses And A Free Eye Exam... $79.95 For Glasses And An Exam .. What A Day.. " × ☆ ☆☆ S.K. ☆☆☆
What is a myth about PTSD that you wish you could tell people?
POETIC MEASURES.
I started writing poetry as a way to cope with my everyday challenges with my Cerebral Palsy. In the beginning I found it hard at first because I really didn't know how to put my thoughts down on paper. The more I wrote the more I found it to be therapeutic for me because I finally felt like I found my voice after all these years. I can honestly say that I am able to understand and cope with my Cerebral Palsy better because of my writing I have to say I was scared when I was younger when it came to my Cerebral Palsy because I truly had no understanding of what Cerebral Palsy was let alone what it meant.Now I try to read everything I can get my hands on about Cerebral Palsy from new invasions they have with Cerebral Palsy to new surgeries to new Technology. I look at it like this my mind is like a sponge I try to learn everything I can when it comes to the subjects of Cerebral Palsy and Disability. because the more you learn the better you understand and that is how I take poetic measures when it comes to Cerebral Palsy.
× " How To Re-Learn How To Date... And Also Disclose Your Physical & Mental Health Condition's " × #Thought 's #curiosity
× " Please Note : That This Post Is About Trying To Start A New Chapter... A New Beginning... So Please Don't Leave Comment's About.. How I Should Just Love Myself Frist.. I Have Been Doing It.. The Best Way's That I Can... Now What's The Best Way To Tell Someone About Physical And Mental Disabilities... My #CP Is Noticable Because I Have A Limp... I Think That I Would Probably Wait Until They Ask... But Who Know's People These Day's Are Super Dismissive And Picky.. " × #Thought 's #curiosity ☆ S.K. ☆
What is a myth about PTSD that you wish you could tell people?
× " YIKE'S!! I Just Broke My Glasses... " ×#It 'sAboutTheTime #NewEyeGlasses
× " Man I'm So Mad Right Now.. Well I Guess I Need To Set Up An Appointment At America's Best... And No I Won't Do Contact Lenses.. They Scare Me.. But For 2 Pair's Of Glasses And A Free Eye Exam... $79.95 For Glasses And An Exam .. What A Day.. " × ☆ ☆☆ S.K. ☆☆☆
× " How To Re-Learn How To Date... And Also Disclose Your Physical & Mental Health Condition's " × #Thought 's #curiosity
× " Please Note : That This Post Is About Trying To Start A New Chapter... A New Beginning... So Please Don't Leave Comment's About.. How I Should Just Love Myself Frist.. I Have Been Doing It.. The Best Way's That I Can... Now What's The Best Way To Tell Someone About Physical And Mental Disabilities... My #CP Is Noticable Because I Have A Limp... I Think That I Would Probably Wait Until They Ask... But Who Know's People These Day's Are Super Dismissive And Picky.. " × #Thought 's #curiosity ☆ S.K. ☆
× " How To Re-Learn How To Date... And Also Disclose Your Physical & Mental Health Condition's " × #Thought 's #curiosity
× " Please Note : That This Post Is About Trying To Start A New Chapter... A New Beginning... So Please Don't Leave Comment's About.. How I Should Just Love Myself Frist.. I Have Been Doing It.. The Best Way's That I Can... Now What's The Best Way To Tell Someone About Physical And Mental Disabilities... My #CP Is Noticable Because I Have A Limp... I Think That I Would Probably Wait Until They Ask... But Who Know's People These Day's Are Super Dismissive And Picky.. " × #Thought 's #curiosity ☆ S.K. ☆
