Grieving a friend twice
I was told (via text) a friend, Chris, had passed and that it was by his own hands. 10 hours later, I was told that former statement was REVISED and that he had been sick and was taken off life support. This info was not only shared with myself but other friends and acquaintances. Later, it turns out that Chris was alive but in ICU. I did get family confirmation this time. His memorial services are tomorrow. I’m grieving my friend twice. And it’s been such a hellish rollercoaster. I’m at a loss and a standstill. #suicidalideations #Grief #Loss #Trauma #Depression #help