try2bloom

I’m sitting here regretting choices I’ve made. Thinking of some big moments in my life and wondering how things would be different had I chose a different path. I never had kids and don’t think I will. I feel like I’ve lost all hope to be happy in this life. My goal is to put forth as little effort as possible and hope nothing goes wrong which is the complete opposite of what I’d been doing. I’m so burned out. #Depression

I’m sitting here regretting choices I’ve made. Thinking of some big moments in my life and wondering how things would be different had I chose a different path. I never had kids and don’t think I will. I feel like I’ve lost all hope to be happy in this life. My goal is to put forth as little effort as possible and hope nothing goes wrong which is the complete opposite of what I’d been doing. I’m so burned out. #Depression

I’ve been drawing mostly graffiti for 15 years, And these last few years have been hard for me because as my mental health got worse I lost my inspiration and now that I’m learning how to live with these demons I completely lost my ability to create. I hate it because that used to be a part of me and now I feel like I don’t have anything. Im struggling mentally and emotionally and i dont have an outlet anymore. I feel like crying out of anger and frustration I feel like screaming and like always I’m holding everything in because thats all I know

I’m sitting here regretting choices I’ve made. Thinking of some big moments in my life and wondering how things would be different had I chose a different path. I never had kids and don’t think I will. I feel like I’ve lost all hope to be happy in this life. My goal is to put forth as little effort as possible and hope nothing goes wrong which is the complete opposite of what I’d been doing. I’m so burned out. #Depression

I’m sitting here regretting choices I’ve made. Thinking of some big moments in my life and wondering how things would be different had I chose a different path. I never had kids and don’t think I will. I feel like I’ve lost all hope to be happy in this life. My goal is to put forth as little effort as possible and hope nothing goes wrong which is the complete opposite of what I’d been doing. I’m so burned out. #Depression

I have to remind myself that it’s ok to enjoy my life. My anxiety makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong when I do something nice for myself.
When I feel joy, it’s followed by the fear that something is about to go wrong. I tense up and try to forecast what will happen to ruin everything.
I really wish I could let go of it all and be free. #Anxiety

I have to remind myself that it’s ok to enjoy my life. My anxiety makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong when I do something nice for myself.
When I feel joy, it’s followed by the fear that something is about to go wrong. I tense up and try to forecast what will happen to ruin everything.
I really wish I could let go of it all and be free. #Anxiety