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° " Growing Up I Was Severely Bullied For My Race And Disabilitie's... No Matter How Many Time's I Wanted To End My Life... I Couldn't All Because I Had To Take Care Of Two People.. In My Younger Year's On To My Teenage Year's... I Still Get Bullied As An Adult... And It's Insane... Like How Can People Become So Cruel And Inhumane Toward's Someone Else.. We Are All Human... No Matter How Thing's Are... You Cannot Change Or Try To Mold Someone Into Something That You Want Them To Become... That's Not How Life Work's... Or Change Someone's Imperfection's.. We Are All Beautifully Unique Inside And Out No Matter How People Assume How We Should Become... " ° #Thought 's ☆▪︎☆ S.K. ☆▪︎☆

• " So 1st Off " Happy Mother's Day " To All The Mighty Women Including Myself.... I Worked Today And My Bosse's Yelled At Me And Made Fun Of Me... For Not Being Able To Get To Work... Well Stop Cutting My Hour's... And I Wouldn't Be Having Issue's For Paying For Thing's... It's Getting To Be Annoying With This Economy I Payed Off My Rent.. And My Gas.. Bill Now Uber Want's To Charge My Monthly $9.99. Sub... Well I Can't Pay It Until Friday... Right Now I'm Trying To Find A Ride To Go To Work.. For Tomarrow And Tues... And My Manager's Want To Just Sit There And Complain That I Missed A Day... And That I Don't Like Coming Into Work... W.T.F... They Need To Remember That I'm The Only Employee That Help's Them Alot... I Can Save Some Money And Leave Them.. Then What Are They Going To Do.. They Can't Run A Restaurant Alone Without... Me Which Is Sad... I'm Soo Annoyed That They Choose.. To Mistreat The One Person.. That Help's Out The Most... But No When I'm In A Money Rut... They Bully Me And Make Fun Of My Situation... Human's Are Very Unkind... " • #Thought 's •○•● Skaoi Kvitravn •○●•

° " People See Me And Think That I'm A Needy Damsel... Sorry But I'm An Independent Woman With Disabilitie's And... No I'm Not A Damsel In Destress... I May Really Be Struggling Mentally And Physically... And With A Financial Rut... Right Now... But I Will Make It Through... I'm Just Stuck Right Now... I Feel Alone But Annoyed... But I Will Previl In Time... And Be Back To Normal... I Feel Like I Can't Make Enough $$$ At $11.00 An Hour... And It's Annoying No Matter How Much I Work And Restructuring My $$$ I Feel Like I'm Failing Right Now. But It's Out Of My Control Right Now. " ☆#mental Health Sincerely, ☆ S.K. ☆

○ " So Today The Morning Was OK Until At 12pm... We Have An Older Lady Assistant Manager She Came In An 1 Late... The Other Assistant Manager Needed To Go To His Other Job... So I Had To Handle Thing's For A Bit.. Mind U I Don't Know Anything About Managing A Store... And Then This Older Lady Never Has Enough Employee's... So I Took Over Doing Front Cashier And Fixing Order's For Both My Side And Lazy Drive-Thru... The Girl That Run's Drive... Never Help's Out And Just Stand's Around... Whining To Go Home Already... And We Got Slammed With Alot Of Order's... The Night Shift Crew Didn't Start Clocking In Until 2pm... It Was Annoying... But Co-worker's Sux... " ○ Sincerely, ¤ S. K. ¤ #Thought #frustration

○ " So I'm Working 4 Day's I Worked Today And Tomarrow... On Mon I Get To Sleep In I Go In At 8A.M. Lol... And Wed × Thurs I Go In At 2P.M Out At 9P.M.... I'm Off Fri × Sat Sweeet... The Real Test Is My Next Paycheck... We Will See... " ○ #Thought 's Sincerely, ● Skaoi Kvitravn ●

° " So I Started My 2 Day Night Shift... I Was Right All Along... And My G.M. Would Never Listen To Me... My 2 Night Experience Was So Much Fun And I Got To.. Train People At My Own Pace... And Clean The Restaurant At My Own Pace.. And I Have Met 1st Time Customer's From Belgium And England... And I Got Tipped... My Over All Mental Health Is On A New Level... No "STRESS" My Male Manager Make's His Shift's Teamwork Style And No Drama.. Which Is What I Really Enjoy... He Talked To My Main Boss To Swiftly Switch Me... She Finally Caved In... And Said Yes And That She Wouldn't Be Mad... Time Will Tell... But I Feel Alot Happier And Not Angry And Depressed.. Like I Was In The Morning's... Now I Get All My Co-worker's Telling Me That They Miss Me Etc... Which To Me Are Lie's And Fakeness.. I'm Not Looking Back.. They Need To Learn How To Run Thing's On Thier Own Without My Help... I Felt Taken Advantage Of On The Morning Shift Constantly... And My Kindness Was Overrun... Atleast My Night Shift Boss Respect's Me And Like's My Work Ethic... The D.M. Stopped By And Saw That I Was Working The Night Shift. She Still Consider's Me Her Favorite... My Time Is Now 12pm × 11pm.. " ° Sincerely, ☆▪︎▪︎☆Skaoi Kvitravn☆▪︎▪︎☆ #Thought 's

° " Sometime's People Are Lonely For Diffrent Reason's And Choice's... But Ever Since Being On Lockdown At The Beginning Of The Pandemic... Thought's And Feeling's Etc Human Interaction's... Have Definitely Changed... I Don't Like Being Alone... But After Being With Someone Since I Was 18.. Now I Like Being By Myself... Sure I Wished I Had Someone To Talk To... And To Come Home 2... But Then Again I See Alot Of People Daily Everyday At Work.. So It's Very Draining Of My Amount Of Energy... Plus Alot Of Diffrent Personalitie's That I Meet Everyday... So When I'm Alone I Zone Out... And Alot Of People Don't Seem To Understand Why I'm Alone All The Time... Human Interaction's Are Very Draining To Me Now... I'm Not In No Way Being Negative... I'm An INTROVERT... With Feeling's And Emotion's... And A Pure Big Heart And A Personality... That Nobody Will Never Get To See Or Experience... " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆▪︎▪︎☆• Skaoi Kvitravn •☆▪︎▪︎☆

× " So Yesterday I Told My Boss That I Was Low On Table Number's... So I Had To Improvise At The Mean Time.. And I Told My Co-worker's... To View The Number's On The Paper... Or Call Out The Number... But No They Didn't Want To Bother With It... And Threw Hissy Fit's At My Boss... That I'm Frustrating To Work With And Annoying... Etc... Oh I'm Sorry That One Of Them Had To Play Server For The Whole Day... People Are So Lazy Especially This Younger Generation... So I Told My Boss Straight Up... That I No Longer Want To Work The Morning Shift.. Since All Of These Women Like To Constantly Complain About Me Negatively Non Stop... She Won't Let Me Move.. She Would Give Me One Day A Night And The Rest Morning... My Male Boss Is Trying To Convince Her... To Let Me Work On The Night Shift... Let's See What Happen's.. Tbh I Cannot Work With Other Women... I Perfer Mixed Balanced Men And Women... Not An All Women Shift... It's Too Much You Know What I Mean... Gossip Drama... I Alway's Stay Away From It... But It Has Gotten So Bad That My Customer's Are Noticing... How The Morning Shift Proform's.... And I Like Working The Night Shift Better Because My Anxiety And Stress Are Low... And I Get To Do Diffrent Thing's... Not The Same Rotation... She Will Never Give Me A Night Shift I'm Too Much Of An Asset I Guess And She Doesn't Want Personally Train People That's My Job.. But It's Actually The Manager's Job Im Just So Over This And Too Stressed Out " × #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆☆ ▪︎ Skaoi Kvitravn ▪︎ ☆☆

° " So For The Passed Few Month's I Have Been Feeling Like An Outcast On My Morning Shift... I Have No Desire To Be Waking Up In The Morning's. Because I Dread The Anxiety Prone Shift's That My Bosse's Like Running... For No Dumb Reason... I Have Worked Night Shift... And I Feel Better Without Dealing With Anyone... I'm Going To Ask If I Can Be Switched... To Night Shift. But I Know My Female G.M. She's Going To Say NO. I Have Lost The Motivation To Be Dealing With Alot Of Crap. And I'm Still Getting Talked Bad About... That I Never Do My Job Right Or Well Constantly... And It's Draining... Yesterday I Burned The Steak And Chicken... Well One Of My Male Bosse's Thought It Was A Good Idea To Put Me On The Grill... Idk Anything About Running The Meat Station. Only Boring Patio....Cashiering...Line. " • Sincerely,☆▪︎▪︎☆ S.K. ☆▪︎▪︎☆ #Thought 's

× " A Customer Came Into The Restaurant To Eat With Her Husband... Note: People Seem To For Get That We Are In An Inflation Era... So This Lady Kept Asking Me Why Was A Ripping Her Off. I Wasn't The Cabana Sampler Is Priced At $10.99 Now. Back Then The Price Used To Be $9.89... The Whole Menu Has Fully Changed And Price's Are Expensive Now. So She Cussed Me Out And Threw The Plastic Cup's That I Gave Her For Water.. And Demanded That I Give Her The 20oz Cup's That Go With The Meal.... And Then She Yelled At My Male Manager.. And Said That We Both Gave Her Bad Service.. And Was Definitely Calling Corprate To Complain About The Price's... It's Not The Restaurant's Fault That The Company Doesn't Update Thier Wall Menu's... I Have Never Experienced This Type Of Behavior... It Has Affected My PTSD For Sure... I Came Home In Tear's That's The 1st Time Someone Has Thrown Something At Me. I Get Verbally Abused And Now This.. I Don't Deserve This... Humanity Need's To Change... And The Self Entitledmented Additdude's Need's To Change... " × #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆☆☆☆ S. K. ☆☆☆☆