“Hollow”

I hold my hands crossed to the window
Though there’s a hurricane outside
My book told me to bow
So I bow with stormy eyes

They said you could
Take away what I desire
Cuz it’s no good
Just puts out my fire

But don’t you know
As I cry to you
I drink your blood
Like it’s juice
Don’t you know
That I can’t quit?
There’s nothing else that helps me

Cuz these drugs
Burnt holes in my brain
They said I was fine
While they drove me insane
I reach for my
Last bottle
Hopping that it will drown
All my sorrows
But when I
Wake up tomorrow
I’m back to square one
Felling hollow

I get out of bed to meet some strangers
Because they’ve felt all my dangers
They’ve been better than me for days
Months and years

Run to my car fast as I can
Because my flask wasn’t in my hand
The truth is something I cannot stand
Where is my graceful man

He doesn’t know
As I cry to him
I drink his blood
Like it’s poison
Don’t you know
That I can’t quit?
There’s nothing else that can save me

Cuz these drugs
Burnt holes in my brain
They said I was fine
While they drove me insane
I reach for my
Last bottle
Hopping that it will drown
All my sorrows
But when I
Wake up tomorrow
I’m back to square one
Felling hollow

When I suck
My last drop
I pray for those
That I lost
Who am I talking to?
I don’t know
I just want it to stop
Feeling hollow

Cuz these drugs
Burnt holes in my brain
They said I was fine
While they drove me insane
I reach for my
Last bottle
Hopping that it will drown
All my sorrows
And if I don’t
Wake up tomorrow
It’s because I was as empty as my bottle
Hollow