To find out again, that my body knew, is another, wake the fudge up https://call.And leaves the real, hard questions out there,to be https://discussed.I do need supportive people around me,that can advocate, attend appointments and follow through with the appointments,that I forget, am scared to attend or not aware https://of.I am all over the place when creating,multiple things at a time but emotionally, with others, Im too sensitive when the balance is https://off.I am not allowed to express it here, it bottles up and https://explodes.I see the days leading up, Im ignored,I ask, Im ignored, I ask, Im https://ignored.Here we are a year on a half https://later.I knew and kept going in circles, scared to death to go https://back.And as soon as I did go back, it was https://questioned.I was asked why I didn't do someone else's job again. All medical gaslighting, it is still, https://happening.I need real care and psych management when things like my numbers, going off the https://chart.My health, went plop again but I can only,repair as much as it let's me. Repressing and ignoring, hurts your body ten times more than acknowledging someone elses wrongs, any day.