Its my first post.. Its been 42 days now in restricted movement order at my home πŸ‡²πŸ‡ΎπŸ‡²πŸ‡ΎπŸ‡²πŸ‡Ύ.. I couldn't get myself to feel what i want to feel.. Im there but not there.. Not being able to do my shopping therapy makes it worse.. Shopping groceries dont meet the high.. πŸ˜….. But then I spent the whole starry night watching 10 episodes of #nhie .. And again... And again.. And now my heart sends me signals of.. πŸŒΉπŸ’πŸŒΈπŸžπŸ¦‹πŸžπŸŒΌπŸ’... Im glad I still can feel.. I AM HAPPY I FEEL GOOD AND LIGHT NOW.. EVEN THOUGH JUST A BIT.. πŸ₯° I KNOW IM GOING TO BE OK.. πŸ¦‹πŸž