I have realized that the "why me" hasn't been part of my questions. I say...why not? I am as possible as others to have Fibromyalgilia. Many illnesses are there for all people. What is special is to learn to live with something challenging our allowance to go on inspire of it. A definite personality change. To let something have it's way not my way. An attitude change for sure. So many good qualities to work in us that can make us more compassionate for others. Not denighing our feelings developing them in lighting hope when when doom & gloom want to reign. To find a peace that comes by no other way but by acceptance. #mitzr . To accept things I can't change but can find something else more valuable to do or enjoy in place of change of plans. The courage to change the things I can such as my attitude. How I react even if in pain. To let go when I don't want to or say enjoy yourself even if I am not able. Many with painful illnesses are struggling to make good of their lives inspite of their conditions because they don't like their attitudes and we may be a reflection of hope that can be shared. Hope is something always look is being looked for yet not a hope that may heal us or change the way we live with our conditions but how to live in the midst of our pain. A deep growth that can't be found easily without some deep work inside & growth. It may grow slow but it can grow if allowed to without resistance. Surrender makes things easier.#mitzr . I pray to walk in this growth as the one I worship walked in pain of many types. Who loves me and did it for me.