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My hips are really bad. Really stiff and achy. And I'm in a bad headspace. My BG has been going up 20 points every hour. I took 18 units of humalog about a half hour ago. I also took 2 tramadol but they haven't kicked in yet.

I texted my BHH nurse last Thursday but didn't hear back until today. We had a video chat. I told her I need an appointment with my psychiatrist to discuss ORS. It's impacting my life more as the days go by. She wasn't familiar with it so she googled it. It's related to OCD. So I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow at 1pm. I don't know if there's meds for it. It's usually just talk therapy. We'll see what he says.

I decided not to go to the last cooking class today. I don't need cake and I can't eat what they are making. I don't feel good enough to be around people today. I'm gonna meditate for a few minutes.

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I opened my window in my bedroom cuz I wanted to wrap up like a burrito. Now my room is perfect. I'm gonna try to find my onesies.

I texted my BHH nurse asking her to schedule an appointment with my psychiatrist. I want to talk to him about my depression and ORS. I'm not sure he'll have answers but I need him to know I'm struggling.

My back and hips don't hurt right now. My tummy is calm. My head feels fine. But I'm exhausted. I fell asleep around 3am and woke up at about 8am.

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