Every time i hear the sound of a siren my heart jumps into my throat and all i can hear is my heartbeat pounding in my head. i start looking around for my most important belongings, sniff the air and check outside for evidence of wildfire. When I realize I’m safe I am smacked by sadness and grief over the loss of my very happy relationship due to the 2017 Wine Country fires #PTSD #PTSE #posttraumaticstressfullevacuation #sonomafire #warmspringsroad #thesonomafirebrokeme