I’m in my early 50s. My wife who is very sick wants to leave me. Tried my best to be with her and still deeply love her but for her our relationship is loveless.
I have no kids either and had sought early retirement. Don’t find my friends supportive and understanding. They all seem to be standoffish. My former colleagues and others for whom I worked seem to have no remembrance of my endeavors. Nobody reaches out even in the knowledge of my struggle, grief and loneliness. An overpowering feeling of uselessness is overwhelming me and I feel deeply suicidal.
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