If my circumstances were much different in the first part of my life, I probably would have been a mass shooter. I know it sounds weird, but I feel at peace with it now. I feel like some things are just part of the natural order and can't be prevented, at least until guns can be completely outlawed. I feel powerful because I'm powerless. And I do have something to live for: what I had before and the good future that was coming to me. #ParklandShooting #TexasShooting