Broken hip with a broken heart
Cops came today to try to calm my bi polar brother (who also has adhd ,and depression). He is 16, but not a normal 16 year old. He has had mental issues since about 6 years old. Adolescent stage was the https://worst.he has already threatened my mom in several occasions and today he targeted me.(which is fine I’m not the type to stand by and take it) .words were exchanged and he ends up breaking my television (which is replaceable [havent been much for material things ] ) .he continues with his rant and threatens me with a razor blade (which was a first timer for me) . Calls me names ,so my mom and I decide to Ignore him. Cops come to address problem, with the cops he doesn’t try to buff up to them or aggravate them . He communicated with them with no aggression or vulgar language . He then made suicidal comments and also tried to cut himself with scissors ( he does this to get attention,not the first time he’s done that ) .
Im currently with a broken hip. So it’s a pain to walk around with a walker and it hurts that I have to call the cops on my own brother. (He’s stolen my rent money back in 2017). Sucks for my mom because she has to live with this. She came down to Austin to help me with my broken self. and now has to return home due to my brother. My mom has recently been diagnosed with some kind of dark shaded area in her brain(she won’t tell me what it is) . So trying my hardest not to think negative on my moms health:
Feeling occasionally depression bumps but now my question would be .how do you handle a brother like this? Ignoring seemed to do the trick but talking to him while mad makes things worse with his disorder . This person is not my loving brother he becomes this dark evil shadow that takes over his body. Not scared if he were to kill me for I am not scared of https://death.but I am trying to find a way to help my mom cope so her life expectancy can be https://longer.i feel like my brother is slowly killing her and I have to watch this as it Happens. #Whattodo #justanotherday #tryingTonotletEmotionsGetInMyWay