#unable to let go of inner pain for 3 grandsons. My life is meaningless, knowing my grandsons are being abused, I keep re experiencing my childhood pain because I'm not coping knowing the impact of childhood abuse. I just can't let go. I've lost all interest in life. Pre Generational trauma inflicted on another generation is too much to bear. It appears to be no good future. I am so tired of having to deal with such pain and worry. #