New Job #mixedFeelings
Hi Mighty friends,
Got something weighing a bit on my mind lately... So I thought I’d share and ask for some words of wisdom :)
In late July, I was forced to resign from my job at Chick-Fil-A because of my declining physical health. I was lowkey devastated. When I started that job in December, I was so excited - I worked full time and loved just about every minute of it.
But my body heqqin hates me. Following my resignation, I felt totally stuck, broken, and depressed. I was already a college dropout at 19 (medical withdrawal) and now I couldn’t even hold a job.
Fast foward to the present, I am starting my new job working at a preschool tomorrow. And I guess I’m happy... but I’m also kind of terrified. Sure, it will require less physical exertion, but what if I still can’t handle it? What if I fail at yet another thing?
I thought I was super ready get unstuck and move onward. But now I’m doubting myself and my ability to function. What should I do?
#HEDS #MDD #GAD ##PanicD /O #OCD #ADHD #WorkingMemoryDeficit