I'm hurting inside. I can feel the pain in my mind and heart and soul… it fills me until it become physical. And feeling a pain that… physically isn't there is more than my mind can comprehend. Something that strong HAS to be physical… It has to be seen. Touched. And so I have to relieve the pressure. Set it free. And so I slice through my skin, not to create a wound, but to try and find the one that is already there. And then, suddenly, the wound in my flesh merges with the pain in my mind. I'm bleeding in my soul and suddenly I see the source of the pain. The blood. And only then is it REAL. And it's a relief. It's as if the pain is being drained with the blood. And it's soothing. And it begins to heal. But eventually the pain inside begins to grow again. And I have to bleed it out once more. #Selfharm #invisiblewounds #yourpainisvaild