Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

I have sat back and https://watched.Amazes me, the lengths, some go to, instead of face to face, one on one communication. Now, it is self sabatage, the https://narrative.I am watching.

People are capable, can gather together and arrangements, can be made, for a common https://good.And I was, excluded on purpose.
Not told, kept in the dark, not a team https://player.Was not invited.
Amazing and Bravo, to the commitment, longevity and unwavering commitment, to others, outside, this house.
The last two years, could have been productive, transforming and life changing. Coukd have been, major growth, for All.

Instead, chaos,control,munipukation, confusion and contradiction. I knew then and still, give grace.
Im https://watching.It is, all playing out, like I stated, it would. I KNOW HIM.
You are predictable and sloppy, all involved.
I am sad, for All INVOLVED.
I waited, was warned and I, wasted time, when I should have ran.
I now see,everything, there was, a completely,seperate life, outside this house.
I am catching up, https://still.I did everything, for nothing.
Daily, I am looking in, clearer. Taking advantage of someone's vulnerabilities, for https://sport.All bets are off now.
Sucks when an app. gives you names, emails and phone numbers, confirming your so called "paranoia". 😆 🤣 😂 Check mate.
Leave it alone.

I have sat back and https://watched.Amazes me, the lengths, some go to, instead of face to face, one on one communication. Now, it is self sabatage, the https://narrative.I am watching.

People are capable, can gather together and arrangements, can be made, for a common https://good.And I was, excluded on purpose.
Not told, kept in the dark, not a team https://player.Was not invited.
Amazing and Bravo, to the commitment, longevity and unwavering commitment, to others, outside, this house.
The last two years, could have been productive, transforming and life changing. Coukd have been, major growth, for All.

Instead, chaos,control,munipukation, confusion and contradiction. I knew then and still, give grace.
Im https://watching.It is, all playing out, like I stated, it would. I KNOW HIM.
You are predictable and sloppy, all involved.
I am sad, for All INVOLVED.
I waited, was warned and I, wasted time, when I should have ran.
I now see,everything, there was, a completely,seperate life, outside this house.
I am catching up, https://still.I did everything, for nothing.
Daily, I am looking in, clearer. Taking advantage of someone's vulnerabilities, for https://sport.All bets are off now.
Sucks when an app. gives you names, emails and phone numbers, confirming your so called "paranoia". 😆 🤣 😂 Check mate.
Leave it alone.

The involvement, of others, to disect a lifetime, of another person, friend or foe, is a disorder, in https://itself.Alot of people, need https://therapy.They go and https://grow.I went and was https://faught.Now I pay, I get it.
It is not of care, concern or respect. It is an invasion of privacy and progress. I am aware of how long this has been going https://on.I addressed it, before, I was sick. With one person, specifically.
My surroundings and future were "set up", without my say.
I have complied and every two weeks, a change in order to confuse and keep me on https://edge.All the patterns, in my face. Learn how people speak, that tells you who gave the orders.
Thank https://you.All involved.
I see, both sides being played.
My life was taken, by someone, who doesn't want the truth exposed.
Pretty simple https://math.Follow the $$$, it always talks 😆 🤣.It can't shut up.

The involvement, of others, to disect a lifetime, of another person, friend or foe, is a disorder, in https://itself.Alot of people, need https://therapy.They go and https://grow.I went and was https://faught.Now I pay, I get it.
It is not of care, concern or respect. It is an invasion of privacy and progress. I am aware of how long this has been going https://on.I addressed it, before, I was sick. With one person, specifically.
My surroundings and future were "set up", without my say.
I have complied and every two weeks, a change in order to confuse and keep me on https://edge.All the patterns, in my face. Learn how people speak, that tells you who gave the orders.
Thank https://you.All involved.
I see, both sides being played.
My life was taken, by someone, who doesn't want the truth exposed.
Pretty simple https://math.Follow the $$$, it always talks 😆 🤣.It can't shut up.

I think its time, acting is, your choice to use. Tell her, to call https://me.Lunch maybe, some wine,oh where, there are https://people.Ill show her what I have.Since, you all know me so well, I think it is time.
I kept things,she should see.
To clarify.

Sacrifice, you say, you sacrificed yourself. How so?
Lies.
My husband was sacrificed, no one https://else.Bt you. He was used and munipulated, for someone else's messed up thoughts and feelings. You felt bad for him,for being with someone "like me".Sure.He had it made and now, hes sick, ashamed and
Screwed, because of you, not letting go. I didnt contact you.
But you want me quiet,for whos sake, yours or Hers? Save her the embarrassment, https://really.Nah.The natural order of karma, will take care of that.
Always has, in the most strangest of ways.
Scares me, when Im wronged and not from what I do. Ive watched and its,not https://good.I dont get it.

Intention vs https://impact.If you forgot.

You left debris, everywhere.
And its Time to clean.

I think its time, acting is, your choice to use. Tell her, to call https://me.Lunch maybe, some wine,oh where, there are https://people.Ill show her what I have.Since, you all know me so well, I think it is time.
I kept things,she should see.
To clarify.

Sacrifice, you say, you sacrificed yourself. How so?
Lies.
My husband was sacrificed, no one https://else.Bt you. He was used and munipulated, for someone else's messed up thoughts and feelings. You felt bad for him,for being with someone "like me".Sure.He had it made and now, hes sick, ashamed and
Screwed, because of you, not letting go. I didnt contact you.
But you want me quiet,for whos sake, yours or Hers? Save her the embarrassment, https://really.Nah.The natural order of karma, will take care of that.
Always has, in the most strangest of ways.
Scares me, when Im wronged and not from what I do. Ive watched and its,not https://good.I dont get it.

Intention vs https://impact.If you forgot.

You left debris, everywhere.
And its Time to clean.

Im not interested in this game, your lying assistant or your partner in https://crime.You destroyed that chance with crossing every https://boundary.I chose, my choices, willingly and with reason.no https://justifying.I was not like that,EVER.BEFORE.That, is not my history or my https://patterns.I was https://sober.Aware and https://present.That was, the only https://time.I will not apologize for knowing myself and My https://reasons.They are noones, Not even his. Or https://Hers.They are mine.
Acting sanctimonious towards anyone,other than in defense of oneself, is pointless. I am defending what has been https://tarnished.Engineering chaos and trying to apply ABA to me, does not work. My work happens https://organically.Not forced, orchestrated and https://munipulated.Same as https://relationships.Im not a transaction, an afterthought or a second choice.

Im not interested in this game, your lying assistant or your partner in https://crime.You destroyed that chance with crossing every https://boundary.I chose, my choices, willingly and with reason.no https://justifying.I was not like that,EVER.BEFORE.That, is not my history or my https://patterns.I was https://sober.Aware and https://present.That was, the only https://time.I will not apologize for knowing myself and My https://reasons.They are noones, Not even his. Or https://Hers.They are mine.
Acting sanctimonious towards anyone,other than in defense of oneself, is pointless. I am defending what has been https://tarnished.Engineering chaos and trying to apply ABA to me, does not work. My work happens https://organically.Not forced, orchestrated and https://munipulated.Same as https://relationships.Im not a transaction, an afterthought or a second choice.