Thinking how you think about life. #invisibledisease #awaren
Think about having no feeling
in your fingers, your toes or half of your body.
How does that feel?
Think about having no feelings
just one constant emotion
a new emotion
one that isn't happy but you only smile.
one where you are sad, but can only laugh.
one that doesn't allow any other true feeling or emotions.
how does that feel?
Think about being hungry
and only getting nauseous at the smell yet alone taste of food
Think about your favorite meal and one thing you would never eat to both taste the same.
How does that feel?
Think about when you want the volume up on the T.V.
but you can't because the volume is already blaring in your head.
How does that feel?
Think about wanting to tell someone a story about yourself
but not knowing the words to use or how to put a sentence together to deliver a proper conversation.
Think about knowing what you want to say in your head
but never being able to speak because by the time your thought gets to your lips you had forgotten it.
How does that make you feel?
Do you feel angered? Anxious? Humiliated?
or Do you feel misunderstood? or that others think your antisocial?
Do you feel misrepresented? or like crawling under a rock because you cannot do things as simple as speaking like you did before?
How do you feel?
How do you feel when it's all taken away?
When all you once had is now gone?
How do you feel when you try your hardest?
And your hardest is to weak to even make the smallest scratch in life?
How do you feel?
Tell me...
How do you feel?