Im having a really hard time with myself. I have pneumonia been off work for almost 2 weeks. I am gaslighting myself that maybe im not that sick that im lying im failing. My boss and everyone has been super nice 2 people even brought me soup but every time someone text and asks how im feeling I feel like im lying I should feel better after this long right. Everyone else that has gotten sick this season has been out a week max. Even as I type this im sitting on the couch with a nebulizer breathing treatment that I have to do every few hours and the threat of being hospitalized is dependent on xray results. But I still feel like a fraud. Couch commpanion Maleficent for tax #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #Asthma #EDS #badatbreathing #MentalHealth