So, I'm feeling discouraged, disappointed & sad. Last night, I went to see a new counselor & as I started with my "story" of what brought me to counseling, she replied back "Oh, people who have suicidal thoughts frighten me. I'm sorry but I cant help you". I have never heard that in my life. Additionally, she said she knows nothing about bi-polar disorder when I told her I'm bi-polar. I completely feel rejected & like I'm a "wierdo" bc I occasionally have suicidal thoughts & I have bi-polar disorder. Now I'm back to ground zero & have to start my search for a new counselor, but where do I get the energy/motivation from again? Will I ever find someone who not only I "click" with but that doesnt reject me? Has this happened to you?? #counselor #bipolardisprder #Depression