Chaotic

Hi. I am Paige. I have everything I’ve wanted so far in life. Husband, dream job, cats, dogs, amazing house, loving family.. but i am still unhappy. It often doesn’t make sense to people who don’t understand depression. I have lows and highs, but this is the lowest I’ve ever been so far in my life.

I’ve discovered that my mind just can’t be happy on its own anymore. I’ve avoided it for a long time. I’ve discovered that my mind can’t be content with my life, I grew up in a unhealthy chaotic household, and now that I have a smooth, calm life, my brain is confused, it doesn’t know what to do.

Anyone else who grew up in chaos have this same feeling? #Depression #Chaotic childhood