Creatinine

I was a fitness freak and had an athletic build 13 years ago. But due to back injury I had to avoid strength training. I have been on antidepressants for the last 17 years. In 2015 I got married. We didn't have baby until 2020. But recently the pain in my joints have become constant and more acute. Earlier one painkiller or 2 day's #Bedrest could ward off the pain for months. But now neither is working. Rehab exercises cripples me. Doctor says I don't have major internal problems other than the #Creatinine level above higher side.
I am 36 and it pains me a lot when I see my newly arrived 5 months old miracle baby smiles at me. Holding her taxes my body. I and my wife, who is also suffering wrist pain, are alone and we haven't got help. If I attempt to give some helping hand to my wife, a vicious cycle of pain and helplessness begins. I am also facing financial crisis. I am afraid that either my life is going to be a short one or I am heading towards disability very fast, which I never expected some months ago. I needed to vent this out.

I was a fitness freak and had an athletic build 13 years ago. But due to back injury I had to avoid strength training. I have been on antidepressants for the last 17 years. In 2015 I got married. We didn't have baby until 2020. But recently the pain in my joints have become constant and more acute. Earlier one painkiller or 2 day's #Bedrest could ward off the pain for months. But now neither is working. Rehab exercises cripples me. Doctor says I don't have major internal problems other than the #Creatinine level above higher side.
I am 36 and it pains me a lot when I see my newly arrived 5 months old miracle baby smiles at me. Holding her taxes my body. I and my wife, who is also suffering wrist pain, are alone and we haven't got help. If I attempt to give some helping hand to my wife, a vicious cycle of pain and helplessness begins. I am also facing financial crisis. I am afraid that either my life is going to be a short one or I am heading towards disability very fast, which I never expected some months ago. I needed to vent this out.