Why I'm Trading My iPhone for a Flip Phone to Help My Mental Health
I have a problematic relationship with my phone. Not only are the monthly data overage charges a cause for stress (sorry Mom), but my reliance on the device for personal comfort is downright shameful. My 2011 MacBook Pro has essentially become an oversized paperweight while I use my smartphone for all of my activities within cyberspace: to connect with my friends and family, to check and update social media, to listen to music and podcasts and to take pictures of my life. I watch (listen) to Netflix to fall asleep, I send emails, I make appointments, I pay for my coffee, all through my phone. When I don’t want to be bothered in public, I’ll stick my nose in my phone. Have to stand in line? Check the phone. Wait for any amount of time beyond 10 seconds? I’m scrolling. Awkward moment in a group setting? Ah, a notification.
I am hardly ever alone with my thoughts, and the constant stimulation from screen time contributes to the noise already in my head. How many times have I turned to my phone for connection instead of engaging with the human beings around me?
Instead of reaching out to someone who cares about me either in person or through voice call (old school, I get it), I find myself turning to Google in search of answers and opinions, asking questions I’m embarrassed to ask aloud. Often, the answers I find are not wholly comforting and I don’t feel much better after browsing through articles and discussion forums containing the key words I typed. The whole practice turns me more inward, invites more questions than answers and I continue to feel alone in my worry.
Apparently, I’m not alone as I might think, as articles like this one from The Atlantic describe how Google has been tracking the search for mental health related keywords, noting that questions like, “Why am I sad?” or “What are the symptoms of depression” seem to spike in colder weather months across the world. Whether or not Google searches could reveal the actual prevalence of mental health issues, including unreported cases, it remains to be seen. I believe what observing this information tells us is that people are interested in the topic, want to know if their symptoms are legitimate, and feel the need to be anonymous in the search for information and support.
I believe smartphones can sometimes make us passive and lazy. We don’t have to remember things, directions, phone numbers, birthdays, etc. because all of that information lives in our phones. They say it saves us time, but what exactly are we doing with our newfound time — other than filling it with celebrity gossip and videos of swimming pigs (omg).
It’s not always easy to verbalize what’s bothering you, but the act of expressing the troubling thoughts or ideas can neutralize them. When negative thoughts are swirling around your head unchecked and unchallenged, they can feel very real and true. Allowing another person to share the burden with you, even for a moment, can be a relief. If you are apprehensive about engaging in conversations around your mental health or well-being, here are a few things that have worked for me, both when I am sharing my own thoughts and listening to others:
Starting a conversation by sharing how it is hard for you to talk about this or expressing that it may be difficult to hear, can be a way to prepare the other person for sensitive subject matter and encourage a thoughtful response. It gives the other person the opportunity to recognize you are looking to be heard and have trusted them for this role.
2. Sit side-by-side
I can’t tell you how many difficult conversations I’ve had in the front seat of a car, and it works because this seating arrangement takes the pressure off constant eye-contact, particularly if you’re concerned about having the “right reaction” when someone is crying or upset. Sitting side-by-side in the car also allows you to make physical contact — like holding their hand — in a way that doesn’t feel overly intrusive.
3. Get active
Similar to sitting side-by-side, doing an activity, like playing basketball or going on a hike, can again take the pressure off constant eye contact, but can also facilitate honest conversation, as you may be less likely to overthink what you say as you continue with your hike or game.
4. Embrace silence
We’ve heard it before — silence is not the enemy of good conversation. Silence offers time for the person to give a thoughtful response, can allow the person to collect themselves if they are upset and crying and can allow space for other forms of support, like a hug.
It may be daunting to reach out when we are feeling down, and turning to our phones, Google or other isolating sources may seem easier than involving another person in your troubles. We don’t want to be a burden, after all. But trust me when I say that other people want to be there for you — it’s up to you to let them.
P.S. In an effort to practice what I preach, my very own $52 basic flip phone is en route to me as I write this. I’m sure I’ll be hit with waves of nostalgia as I relearn how to text using T9 and end phone calls with a satisfying snap of the lid. My iPhone will live on in semi-retirement, reserved for when and where I can hop on the wifi.
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