derp

I went to the kitchen to make a bottle of juice.

When I got there I couldn't remember what I needed. But I figured I needed to go potty so I went to the bathroom. When I was done I figured I was hungry so I made myself a bowl of cream of wheat with chocolate chips. Then I made a sausage for pauley. I got back to the couch and I reached for...

The bottle that was in the kitchen. The reason I went to the kitchen..

I'm such a derp. But I couldn't handle walking back to the kitchen to make it, so my darling Pauley was kind enough to go make it for me. Now she's making me a cheese stick. Which just means she's microwaving a cheese stick until it's gooey melty and delicious.

I think I might have had a little panic attack tonight. I was focusing on my hands and I pulled off the tips of a few of my nails again. I'm still kinda meh but I'm trying to relax. I'm gonna take 2 hydroxyzine pamoate to help me feel more comfortable and chill. Maybe I will be able to meditate for a bit. That would be nice right now.

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