Hate Christmas #alonefortheholidays #Disabledandcantaffordgifts
The worst caretaker ever. No family around and have anxiety depression Dystonia spinal stenosis epilepsy and complex regional pain syndrome. I just went through ten days of ketamine iv infusions. My husband works all day and I want to work so bad to contribute but I have no money and my husband is still complaining three months later how I never bought him a birthday gift and now I’m trying to sell my stuff so I can buy him a gift.
I begged him on the last day of infusion when I was so incoherent and his job is to keep me calm he for some reason started yelling and screaming for a reason I have no idea why. I begged him to stop I could barely speak
I recorded the audio to see if it was a delusion or actually happened and instead of apologizing he started telling me I was just having a nightmare. That’s just cruel