GoingDownTheRabbitHole

Going down the rabbit hole is when you either get bored with your life or it can happen with just a trigger for borderline personality disorder or other disorders that get triggered. I use this expression when I make impulsive decisions about my life without planning them out and then I just basically "go down the rabbit hole" sometimes I can prevent it and not do it and sometimes I can climb my way back out and sometimes I get stuck in the rabbit hole. What are your thoughts on this please share.#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #GoingDownTheRabbitHole

× " I Should've Never Comeback Here... To Think That My Family Care's About Me. " L.I.E.S "... All I'am To All Of My Sibling's Is That I'm A Major Bother & And A Hold Up From All Of Them Living Thier Own Live's. I Don't Know They Are Beyond Hateful × Mean.. I Can No Longer Talk To Anyone Anymore.. Idk Why They Are So Miserable Within Themselve's Nor Do I F*****g Care... I Don't Like Being Used For My Money That I Hurt Myself For. As In Being In Pain. I Feel Used × Abused All Over Again And It's Affecting My Mental Health.. I Feel Like I'm Now Developing< Generalized Anxiety Disorder > When It Come's To My Siblings No One Truly Loves Me...I Don't Desevere This Kind Of Hateful Treatment. I Can No Longer Be Kind Anymore... All I Feel Is Worthlessness Within Myself. But I Didn't Cause Thier Issue's They Did That All By Themselve's. And They Need A Weak Scapegoat To Blame For Everything.. Me. I Have No One...All I'am Is A Cash Cow / Dog Sitter / Maid. And I Don't Ask For Anything. I Do Everything On My Own. But I Have Trouble Understanding Thing's Because Of My " Learning Disabilities "... I'm Stupid I Can't Figure This S*** Out On My Own. I Hate My Brain It Keep's Failing Me... And My Body Keep's Failing Me. × ☆ S. K. ☆ #dark Thought's