Iwannadie

my whole life is such a lie, I just want to start over. Everytime I go to a new psycatrist, I just keep the lies and more lies, so as much as I want and NEED the help, I never get it . #imdrowning #Iwannadie

Sorry I’ve been very inactive for the last few weeks since my last post. Life’s been throwing me around lately, counseling hasn’t help.. in all honesty I think it’s made it worse. #fallingapart I haven’t been sleeping because of nightmares, and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. I’ve lost a lot of my friends recently. I just lost my best friend because she just stresses me out more. I don’t know what to do anymore, but living doesn’t sound like a plan no more. #Iwannadie #Cantdothisshitnomore