So i been in two serious or i thought was serious realationships with in my 45yrs both times i married these men both times we divorced and going through another divorce. I feel like it wasnt meant to be for me because everything these men said they didn't like the became and when i reminded them then i the promblem so they go be with othet women . I miss a man touch a realationship , but the drama that comes behind it the depression the feel less than not being enough but was enough at one point . Its sad and im tired guess ill be a old lady with cats . #lovesucks . #why me #justwantto be happy .