Yesterday was my birthday. All the love was wonderful. It doesn’t change my reality though. My family destroyed my career, health and future. I’m very disabled and can’t take care of myself. Stuck living with my mother, who I despise. My beloved son doesn’t want to be around me. He doesn’t understand how feallybohysically broken I am. I need multiple jokntsnreplaved from bone death . My jaw is eroded so badly the mutant bone and joint neednro be replaced and a spacer put in until they build a prosthesis. And our landlord is trying to evict us because we “cause too much trouble” (ask him to fix things.)
I don’t know what anyone can do. No one can fix these things. And I cannot live with them.
#Depression