mentalhe

Since I started taking my meds I gained weight, a lot of weight.
I suffered from 2 eating disorders after that. Bullimia and anorexia. I lost more than 30kg back that time. Then, I gained the weight I had lost again. I'm back to the 90kg again... I feel like I don't have a motivation to get better, to get healthier, to lose weight in a proper and healthy way... Because that motivation should come from me. And that's not happening.