Recently , I discovered that my scoliosis symptoms that I've been dealing with for a whole year isn't even existing physically, but it's psychological.. honestly I felt like I've been hit in the gut when I self discovered such a thing , knowing that the severe pain in my jaw , shoulders, neck and back is chronic stress due to my childhood trauma and years of tension , pain also neglect hit me hard
I'm a girl who faced SA for straight 8 years ; since I was 8 this started with a complete stranger who was actually a neighbour.. parents divorce didn't help either while having such a big tensioned house environment , I decided from the bottom of my heart recently to start listening to my body and soul , taking the first baby steps into healing but I know that my trauma wasn't easy and it still affects me with daily life basic communications , and I know that healing is also a pattern full of ups and downs that need support and understanding.. I hope I could build a community, a safe one to guide me we could help and support eachother ❤️ spreading love and kindness 🫶🏻
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