I am weird. No one gets me. I don't even know if this is the proper place for me to put this. I don't know if it's the bipolar or what it is. I know this I'm too intense for people. I love too big and too intense. And I love in a manner it doesn't make a lot of room for hate. I don't allow haters in my life but I hold compassion and empathy for them as a part of the human race. People don't get this. I know when I have an episode that's when I am the most intense and it kind of pushes people away. I've tried to be different. But I just repeat the same Cycles over again.