notsurewhattdo

#elherdanlossyndrome #notsurewhattdo
#RareDisease

so my dad asked me to use my car to go pick up one of his friends and I said no because I did not have the gas. the thing is his friends lives on the most bumpy road ever mind you it’s a dirt road. and we have about 4 inches of snow. the last time he took my car down a bumpy road he went full speed and did not care. the last time he told me he would put gas in he did not. my tank was full and he left me with a half a tank mind you that was supposed to last me a full week. also he try’s to play mind games and guilt games with me to try to use it. like he took 2 jackets with him because he is afraid they will get suck. to try to use my car he does it every time he try’s to use my stuff. it makes me mad and upset. does this make me a bad person because I am looking out for my self. does it make me a bad person because I don’t want to be left with no gas in my car. 🤷🏻‍♀️ #feelingunsure #feelingtraped #notsurewhattdo