I have a friend, recently we passed a moment together and he told me that if he hadn't been with his girlfriend he would have tried something with me, and shortly after he said "What am I doing here ?"
I know it was more a comment for him than for me but it hit me like a bomb ! I never ask him to come, he wanted it ... When he left, I cried for hours and I don't even know why ... Maybe I overreacted or it is just because of my depression ? I don't know but I'm ashamed ...